Twice the fool and still none the wiser

I miss when you used to miss me
You called me pet names
I felt wanted
Why did you give up?

Nervos pudding

If I had your arms to replace these sheets
And your chest as my pillow
I'd be fast asleep
Is this what writers thrive on?
Lovers maybe?
My brain is racing
My sleepy heart

I'm so fucking high right meow

My skull is a fishbowl
I feel them swimming circles around my brain
and jumping out of my ears
My body is a waterfall
in Brazil
My laughter is the thunder
before my rain tears of joy
I am a world
A planet
A Universe
in which thoughts reside as people
Veins are highways
for blood cell cars
I forgot where this was going
This won't be as inspiring when I'm sober

Process Assesment

God, you feel so good to me
Light in your eyes and on your tongue
Your firm grasp on my hand
is second to none
Except for, maybe, your hold on my heart
For once I'm scared to speak
in fear of your eyes meeting mine
and making me fall even faster
Like an increase in gravity
my body plummets toward the ground
that is your lips
in form of a desperate kiss

No. 26

What a mess I've made
Just to spend a day
With you
A perfect twist of fate
Will leave karma in shape
Of a hand
On my face

I want to feel beautiful
without you.
She's just another prize
you won with your charm.
And though I promised
never again,
I fell into your arms
and got lost in your lies.
Just once I'd like to feel
the same love I give
to everyone else.
From what I've learned,
from how everyone else has
treated me,
I can only assume
that I'd brush myself away.