Fix me.

I see things in silhouettes.
White on black on white.
If I could harness all of these thoughts,
I paint for you each night.

Imagination

The thought of you
pulling my hair
spanking me
all the things I know you want to do to me
is greater than any
hardcore pornography.

What the fuck am I doing

Out with my friends
I'm all smiles.
And then I come home,
I'm sad and alone.
Leave me be,
all by myself.
When I think I'll need it,
I'll ask for help.

C'est Impossible

I am impossibly in love with you
As much as I love these songs
As much as I love these lyrics
As much as I long for the satisfaction
of strumming a tune to you
on a guitar,
I long for your kisses
late at night.

The Young Witches Gospel

Singing "War Pigs" to myself

Thinking where to go from here

Let the machine take me somewhere

far far away.

I need a Dream.

I need a dream.
I need not a dream
to be dreamt for me.
I need a dream that
I can dream alone.
That I can chase.
I need the effort,
the time,
the patience.
The passion.
But to begin me,
I need
a dream.

Mayhaps, my Dear.

Was it you?
Did you do the thing
you told me not to do?
I haven't fallen quite that far, but yes
you hold a place
in my heart.

False Perspective

There I stood, watching her break down. When it started, it was slow. I felt it long before I saw her in the street, clutching at her chest. We were just walking. Having a chat. Then she lit her cigarette, took a drag, stopped walking. She just stared down the road. Exhale. It was raining and all the shops were closed. I figure it had to be about 4 AM. Both of our phones were dead. We were completely isolated. Time started creeping again. At first I thought she was whispering. I then realized she had walked a few feet ahead of me. She was crying just above a whimper. And then she dropped. Dropped right to her knees, straight into a puddle. She's screaming now, non-English. Her cigarette fell into the water. I unglued my feet from the ground to go help her up. It'd be a long time before I saw her smile again.

Puncture

Green like my envy.

Green like your money. 

One and one makes a pair

but two seems kinda funny.

Notice how they separate,

how they stay apart.

That's all I really wanted

and I told you from the start.

Bubblegum+Pussy

What a rush,
your voice sends this venom
through my veins.
It's warm and nearly unbearable.
The animal in me says
that I should leave.
But like all my habits,
I'm hooked.

Sugar Spit

Love is a dagger
that we all readily thrust into our chests
and hope it doesn't kill us.

Kalimba

In every image I see
of sand and sun
of snow covered pine
of ice or flame
leaves a mark in me.
Another want, another need.

Split Lip

Tricky trickle,
let me find you.
Chase you with my
clever tongue.
Claws drawn and
prissily painted.
I'll give you what
you really want.

Virgin Chaos

It is the passionate violence,
the flame you only feel once
but never crave after.
Above all, it is
satisfaction.