Janine:

Everything you say to me causes me to think irrationally.

And naturally, this is who I wanted not to be.

So, if you please, take a minute, let it sink inside.

Now, tell me what you see with more than your eyes.

Use your mind.

Every lecture makes me lesser cause I’m thinking of the things I keep on doing wrong.

Question me about their lyrics, I just like to hear the songs.

And every thought, every sound revolves around what my surroundings used to be.

Is this really how I’ve been reflecting me?

All these 4 letter words meant nothing but relief.

Just a way to make the pain fade faster than a cliche charade.

I guess I learned it from my mother, but who else is there to blame?

Every action brings me closer while I try to get away.

I notice nothing makes me feel at home these days, it’s not the same.

So I’ll sit here and eat away the things I cannot change.

I hope you realize how your words have worked against me in this way.