Affliction

Afterlife, you've come too soon.
Fear within our
Friendship
Lay waiting
In your
Cold and longing stare.
Tension building
Inward, upward
On a rise to
Nowhere

hearts burst into fire

What is my life?

Wondering, wandering, holdin' onto silly things.
All alone, on my own, terrified now that you're gone.
It took too long to notice, I'm sinking deeper as I note it
Mixed ignorance and hate, yearning for love I had betrayed.
Listen closely, if you're feelin' down and lonely.
Friends can help you or hurt, you only earn what you're worth.

Downtown, train wreck, losers with one-track minds.
It's do or die tonight, if dying means losing the fight.
Drum sets beating! My peers, my fears will fester.
Stuck in this midnight terror, holding out till you say never.
Don't take my words for granted. It costs more than you could fathom.
Occupy my time, I promise not to waste your heart.

Don't Lie to Me

Desperation struck gold.
Oh, my heart went cold much to quick.
Now it's cracking and no one's around to fix it.
This is the end.
"Let it be."
I can't stand the way I hurt you so.
Even I didn't deserve not to know.
Over and over I told you, "It's okay. Maybe someday.."
Even thought of foREVer; always and never.

Hate Me

Haven't you heard?
I've been on top of the world.
Sittin' in my lonely throne.
All for one.
And who are you to disagree?
I was never one for cliches
It wasn't me, it was you.
"After all we've been through..."
You were a tickin' time bomb.
All your sad songs.
Never thought that I'd be the one to set you off.
I could cry all night about how I didn't mean it.
That I should've seen it.
But what good would it do?
It wasn't me , it was you...

[What have I done to you?]

Vengeance Breeds Obsession

Victorious? Or energy wasted?
No thought. Can't go back in time to erase it.
Annihilated was every chance that I got.
Whether you see it or not, I cared enough to have fought
everyone who broke your heart.
From the start I realized I would get lost
in everything that I "taught".
Even when I saw it, distorted were my thoughts.
So I pushed on, ignoring all that I did wrong.
Believe me, I've seen it.
Even you tried to deceive me.
So cold and crazy, I thought you were my baby.
Sick wishes- things I never thought that I would say.
One thing before you leave, never come back if you won't stay.